Why We Need To Stop Demonizing Those Who Leave The Church

“They’ve backslidden.”

“They fell away from the Lord.”

“They fell from grace.”

“They are no longer walking with God.”

“They’ve turned their back on Jesus.”

These are the sorts of phrases I would have frequently used in the past to describe someone who had stopped going to church.

I wouldn’t be surprised if you’ve heard some of these phrases too, you might even, like me maybe, have used them too.

But over the years, doing what I do, I’ve found myself drawn more and more to those outside the church than to those in it.

One of the aspects of having an online ministry is that those who contact me have a degree of anonymity. This in turn means people open up to me in a way they don’t with their pastors, church friends and sadly even their spouses at times.

I get a unique window into the lives of those who reach out to me. Which is many. When I travelled more often a few years back it was when talking to people around services (therefore mostly people in church meetings). Now I focus on online resources and social media I get hundreds of messages of people reaching out to me every week. More often than not these people don’t go to a local church.

Why leave the church?

The reasons are many. Maybe they were abused by the church leadership. Maybe they came out as gay and weren’t welcome any more. Maybe they were disillusioned by the affair the pastor had. Maybe they started to doubt some of the key teachings and were encouraged to stop asking questions or to find another place to worship. The list could go on for a long, long time. Believe me when I say I’ve heard thousands of stories over the years and while there are many similarities no two stories are identical.

Suffice to say, the fact I love the Church and I still very much believe in the Church is somewhat surprising given the horror stories I hear every day.

I think it’s because when I was in church meetings every day throughout the year all over the world the conversations were largely positive. So I hold onto that and remind myself that just as I was in a pro-church bubble then I now find myself in a very anti-church bubble today. Both are biased experiences that do not tell the whole story for everyone.

The thing that surprised me was not however the terrible experiences people had in church. I’ve had a handful myself so it stands to reason when you cast your net to the entire population of the planet online you’ll find some people that have been hurt or given up on the church.

The big surprise…

What surprised me is that most people I encountered hadn’t given up on God, on their faith, they desired to continue on a spiritual path of some sort.

They still loved Jesus.

As I started to do research on this I was shocked.

Did you know that 30 years ago a study was done in the UK that found around 48% of people who left church maintained some level of spirituality.[1]

More surprising when the same study was done in 2000 just 13yrs later the number had risen to about 78%.[2]

A national survey again in the UK in 2000 found that 38% of people who left the church felt the daily personal presence of God. 37% said that God frequently assisted them by answering prayers.[3]

I could go on with interesting statistics all day, but I have been told by my wife that not everyone finds statistics as interesting as I do.

The point being that it’s safe to say that when people leave church they aren’t always leaving God.

When they say “I’m done with Christianity” they often don’t mean, “I’m done with Christ.”

And this has certainly been my experience as well. Daily I speak with dozens who have found their church experience to no longer facilitate their spiritual growth.

In fact, for many it is because they are spiritually growing with Jesus that they find themselves leaving their local church! That’s right, they feel Jesus is calling them away from their local church so they can continue to grow!

Why do I say all this?

Because I think it’s high time we stop seeing the church and church attendance as the defining line of in and out. I’m personally not a fan of ins and outs anyway to be honest.

But talking about people who are not in church as unsaved, backslidden, unbelievers etc. only serves to push them further away from us as a community.

Instead we need to be asking, what does it look like to accept this group of brothers and sisters in the world without requiring that what they do on a Sunday morning looks like us?

I myself here in the UK go along to my local church on Sunday afternoons. But every Sunday morning I meet with others on spiritual journeys mostly outside of churches. We go climbing at an indoor bouldering wall and have brunch that usually lasts well into the afternoon as we have great chat about everything and anything.

To be honest, most weeks I find the mornings more spiritual and more nourishing than the afternoon! Maybe I’m a closet backslider too. Or maybe, just maybe God can be found outside four walls. Maybe we are writing off a whole group of people and intentionally isolating them because they don’t fit in our box?

Let’s remember this – church originally was just the gathering of followers of Jesus.

So let’s not limit what church can be by requiring attendance in a building for it to apply.

There is a desperate need in the body of Christ

For me over the years my ministry has shifted away from people in the church. People inside churches have huge quantities of people to help them. There is no limit to people in the church you can talk to, your pastor, leaders, peers etc. plus most ministries out there are for those in church (or for getting those outside church into church.)

But there aren’t many people looking to help those coming out of churches… for good or bad reasons it’s almost always a lonely and scary time. It’s a time where many may well give up on Jesus and spirituality all together if they don’t see another way to do it. If they are not taught that their local church and Jesus are not synonymous.

I personally see it as a great privilege to come alongside such people.

Many will (and do) see me as the one who leads people astray. That is a shame, but they seem to care a lot less when it’s their son or daughter who is the one leaving church and they come to me to find spiritual guidance and a safe space to process.

I don’t really mind what people call me. At the end of the day I’m in good company if people think I’m backslidden or a sinner! That’s the sort of things people called Jesus because of the company He kept.

What I care about is that there is a safe person out there who isn’t crying out “heretic” or “backslider” as people are going on a legitimate spiritual journey.

My prayer is that those people might find in me someone who is saying, “hey, this is a pretty scary and lonely journey, want some company?”

And my greater prayer is that there might be more people rising up who equally desire to fill that role.

So I’ll leave you with a challenge, will you be a safe place that celebrates people going on a journey and helps them go on that path? Or will you demonize their path because it doesn’t look like yours?

Will you be a part of the problem of a part of the solution?

[1] Hay & Heald, 1987

[2] Hay & Hunt, 2000

[3] Hay & Hunt, 2000

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  1. Thanks for this!
    We (my husband and I) are part of those backslidden people. Our story is not very dramatic.

    We worked very hard in the traditional church we attended and was made to feel guilty when we couldn’t attend functions because we were busy with other things. We didn’t always agree with the programmes as these were more often than not focussed on the inside people and not on the outside people. It was also stupid far from our house. We decided to go to a local charismatic type church around the corner from our house. This didn’t work either as it was axactly the same only with a different liturgy in the service. We just stopped going to church.

    We never stopped loving the Trinity. In fact I now am able to figure out what it means to me and how I want to live my life as authentically as I can. I am thankful for all that I learned when growing up and spending time in my adult years in church. But I don’t believe that church attendance equals loving God. Being free from a local church makes me seek and evaluate the truth.Plus it is nice to experience God in other ways on a Sunday morning.

    The one thing I did miss is the community of believers. We joined a lifegroup or a Bible study group with their knowing that we will not necessarily join their church.

    You are right. It can be lonely outside the church, but I found it liberating!

    • Hi Jana, I’m so blessed to read your story. It mirror so many others who have gone on similar paths and I’m sure it will encourage many who read it. While the reasons are many and some are better and some are worse, everyone ultimately has a reason for leaving church. I’m so glad you have found a community of other believers to do life with, ultimately that is what Church truly is anyways, having fellowship with other people who love Jesus and God.

      Thanks for sharing. I’m so thankful you’ve found the journey liberating and I’m here to chat for when it gets lonely! :)

  2. I cried when I read the Desparate Need part of the post. It HAS been lonely, looking for believers outside the church.

    I was saved as a child, the only believing one in my family for maybe my first ten years as a Christian. I went when I could get a ride, or when Dad took me and picked me up. Then I found a church home and for twelve years I poured my life into it. Although I became devastated and left, I never stopped walking with God. My faith became weak but I never blamed God for my devastated heart. In the last four years the Spirit has rebuilt my faith, made it stronger than before the devastation. But I can’t be a regular in church any more, my scarred heart just can’t do it.

    Thank you from my war-torn heart for this validating post.

  3. This article has no scripture. Christ died for us & we became the church. Never the building.
    Revelation describes churches & doesn’t say to end.
    All through Christ teachings he answered all these complaints. It’s not about you it’s about Christ.
    Whatever you do in word or deed do all for The GLORY of GOD.
    How could we send out missionaries to fulfill the Great Commission if we had no local church as sending churches.
    I could go on but please read scripture as this article causes great harm.

  4. We are one, that is the invisible Church/Ekklesia of Jesus Christ. We are around the globe, universal, not defined by borders, nations or google maps. We are a spiritual house of God a Temple of the Holy Presence of God, the abode of His Spirit to worship Him in Spirit and Truth. We have one law the Perfect Law of Liberty and are commanded to Love one another. We are to model the Apostles doctrine in all we do. We love our neighbors, forgive our enemies, wash the feet of our bros and sis. Follow Jesus not religion. The visible “church” is your choice of community, it is as diverse as people are, it can be divided and denominated as the models I see are broken. Many struggle to support the model they have adopted as pleasing to God while catering to the world’s whims. The visible “Church” has a place it is just not sure of the role it should play chasing gameday fans to the harm of the followers that seek Jesus, and Him brutally, blood sacrificed on a Roman Cross for my sins. Does it meet the needs of the surrounding people that need help? Does the Vchurch support the local homeless, sick, shut-ins, widows, orphans, feed the hungry? Or is it a restrictive membership club/fort/retreat/venue for a select few? You decide.

  5. I’d say that churches, if they want to keep their members, need to learn how to accomodate growth in terms of spiritual maturity, else they will die, and deservedly so. Today’s churches are set up to cater mainly for those who conform, and they claim that conforming with Christ is their goal, but when people grow more towards that goal, they don’t like it. There needs to be a huge change, therefore, or maybe it’s time for a new wineskin ;)

    Hoping to see you in November, I think, is it then when you are going to Yorkshire?

    Oh and I am reblogging this too :) Blessings bro!

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